You've so beautifully captured the moments of departure, and the ensuing shock and pain of the loss. So well done, thank you for writing such an immediate, emotional account.

My best friend lost her house four years ago in the Oregon fires. She vacated during the night, as you did, along with her parents and dog. But two days later, when authorities would allow them back, she arrived to see piles of burning ash. Two homes gone.

I've learned of the difficult trip back to "normal." And as you point out, that no longer exists. It's a seering memory.

Blessings to you, I'm so sorry this happened to you, and hope you all are well now.