The title caught me immediately because I, too, am a birthmother. My story is pinned to my profile if it is of interest.
But your tale is so sorrowful I honestly hurt while reading it, and longed for some relief. How that was delivered when you reveal becoming a foster parent and raising your beautiful three sons.
Thank you for a moving read, one of transition and victory. I do wish you wellness and relief for the migraines. Dear g-d!